It's been forever since I've been on this site but it's not like anyone but me sees it. Rob and I got married February 6, 2008. He is my best friend. It took a long time to find him...but God brought us together. The boys continue to do well. I continue to struggle with not getting to have them with me all the time. I miss them so much. I have been struggling lately w/ my anxiety and also with depression when they are away...worse than it's been in a long time. Dashi is 10 now...wow! He is in 5th grade and doing SO well! It's his last year of elementary school...I cannot even believe it! Holden, my baby, is 7 and in the 2nd grade. It's amazing! He is loving school but every other Friday when I have to drop them off for a week is especially hard for him still...him and both. We both bawl. I try to be strong...but I'm not. I'm just not. They are my life. I love them more than I can even explain in words. A mother's love is inexplicable. At least THIS mother's love is. I struggle a lot with not seeing them but I know that they are being taken care of...but it should be by ME!
I lost the condo, Rob lost his house, and we now are renting. But God has been faithful in providing us a roof over our heads. Hopefully someday we will have our OWN place again. He is really struggling w/ school, but what a blessing that he gets to go. He is such a smart man who doesn't have the confidence in his skills that the rest of us do in his skills. I just pray that God will send him a good job when school is done.
That's it for now. I'm not sure if I will keep this up or if I will not. We will see. I definitely need more photos if I do.
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